yea so I think my sketchbook is gone for good. I really want to cry but I won't. I feel like a piece of my soul is missing but I'm so sick of crying. I just want it back and whoever has it is really messed up cuz I put my heart into that what would make someone try to keep that from me? I really don't feel like drawing or anything without but maybe if I get a new one? whatever I don't know anymore.